From the duck to the hot and wild swan

I never believed i was pretty. In reality, I always avoided pictures and hated the way I looked. I had terrible teeth, hadnt the greatest body and felt like i wasnt worth loving. This till i got in eleventh grade and had braces. I learned to be a lot more comfortable with other because i began to accept myself and ignore what other people thought. No need to say, it was the greatest year. I've matured a lot and found some very cool friends and finaly got a social life. I wasnt in your typical high school, though. I was in an enriched program, surrounded with geeky and no-drama kind of people. Im beggining to think thats why i never got a boyfriend. The guys there were so hung up on video games and too coward to make a move that I thought I was the problem... Even this year was a blast, i never felt as beautiful as my best friend and mother assured me to be. And then....the prom. No date, saddly:( But from this moment my outlook on life and on myself started changing...heck yes! During the my proms dinner at the hotel the waiter flirted with me. He told me that he couldn't believe that i was alone and that no boys asked me out...He was really sincere and i could see he was interested in me during all the night. Thats when i began to think: WTF what if I AM hot?? During the two weeks after that, I was in vacation in South Carolina and Florida and I got flirted a hell of a lot! I grew more comfortable with myself and i took care i looked great, which made me look faboulous in my pictures, which improoved my self-esteem! Its a vicious circle :D So that's what a little commentary can do on a girl's self-esteem. And I am thankful to this waiter who I will probably never see again. I got my first summer job, where I work with some super hot dudes and with whom I am very comfortable talking and being myself with. I have discovered in me a hot and wild child who is audacious, charming and daring. AND GUESS WHAT? I like it alot! I also think some of the guys may have a crush on me and I won't stop using my charms till i find a boyfriend. Because......i never had a boyfriend in high school. I know its pathetic but its life. I never got kissed. Now that imsurrounded by boys I find them very much cooler to hang out with than girls....ill talk about this in another post....So wrapping it up: I've lived much more things in one summer then in five years of high school.